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春天的深处--记念史秀明

何吉贤
内容提要 在这样一篇文章中讨论理论问题是不合时宜的,这里,快3只能拿出一个简单的结论: 秀明属于绝对意义上的贫穷者,属于他出生的那片土地上的大多数。他一无所有,但他是那片土地的守望者。在入学30年后的今天,快3都已"各归其位",过上了衣食无忧的"体面生活",但"人生而无不在枷锁中",谁是马克思意义上的"放飞的自由鸟"?快3无法回答。

    bayuedezuihouyitian,jiuyuezaiwang。jiuyue,chengshuhefengshoudejijie,dadifengyu,guoshijinhuang;jiuyue,gaobiehexinshengdejijie,yaoyuandexiaoyuanzhongfuxianzhemoshengdeqingchundemiankong,xiwangsuxin,chuanqiyanxu。jiuyue,chuntiandeshenchu,jijiedegaochao。“yiwanciqiutiandeheliulazhetoulu liguoliehuoliaoliedechengbang/xinhaizaizhangkaizhechuntiandeyuwangzishengdemeiyidaoshangkou。”(haizi《qiutiandezuguo》)

快3    yiranshijiuyue。kuai3zaiyicizuozaitongwangnanfangdeliecheshang。30nianle,zheishiyitiaoshuxideluxian,yicicidi,beishang、nanxia,xingfen、xiwang、pibei、juewang。rujin,liecheshisuyichao300,chuangwaidejingseyiranqingxi,queyibufudangnian。beifangxiaotui,nanfangchengxian,wuguanneixindexiaozhang。tieluzheiweicengjinglanduoqueyouzhongshideqingren,rujinquebiandeyinqinqilai。jingsebianhuan,zheishinanqudelieche。zaicizuozaizheibenchideliecheshang,quemeiyoujinxiangqingqiedeganjue。"rujinshiqiufengzhenzhen,chuizaikuai3musecangmangdezuichunshang"。(haizi《qiutiandezuguo》)jintian,guxiangyukuai3wuguan。jintian,kuai3diyiciyukuai3cengjingdedaxuetongbantongxuejiebannanlai,shiweiletanwangyiweilaotongxue,yiweizaijinglaoyuanzhongdedaxuetongxue,tademingzijiaoshixiuming。

快3    daxueruxue30nian。20tianhou,tongxuejuhuijijiangzaibeijingjuxing,xingfendetongxuemenyikaishirerenaonaodichoubeigexianghuodong,qingchundejiyi、cengjingdelailu,yiyizhankai。duomemeihao!zaineigexuannaode80niandaidehoubanqi,kuai3cengyiqigongduqingchun,yecenggongtongyuyigeguangrongdemingzijieyuan--beida,kuai3gongtongdemuxiao!danjintian,kuai3yumuxiaobeixiangerxing,kuai3bushiquzhuixunchuanqi,bushiquzhongxurongguang,ershiqujiekaishangba,quchupengrenshengdebianjie。mangliu、kebanderizizaiciketingzhi。xiangnanfang,shijiandezhezhounixiangzhankai;xiangnanfang,jiyishangtong;xiangnanfang,shuangyandiecui,xiangduichenmo。

    一.逃亡的旅程

快3    1985nian9yue9ri,jingguoyiludianbo,gandaobeidabaodaodeshihou,kuai3yiliangtianliangyemeiyouheyan,shuiyanmenglongzhong,renkaishifadishao。zoujin38lou314shi,mengtoubianshui,yitianhouxinglai,faxianqinshili7gepuweiyishimanmandangdang。kuai3dexiapujiushishixiuming,tayeshiguojizhengzhixizheiyijietongxuezhongkuai3weiyidezhejiangtongxiang。

    秀明来自绍兴嵊县。快3关于嵊县的记忆,主要来自之前在家乡所看的"嵊州班"越剧,知道那是有名的越剧之乡,乡间农人,似乎放下锄头,就能依依呀呀唱上两段。在快3的心目中,柔软、温情的越剧因而充满沁人的乡土气息。当然还有李白著名的游仙诗《梦游天姥吟留别》,这是在高中语文课本中就读到过的。"海客谈瀛洲,烟涛微茫信难求。越人语天姥,云霓明灭或可睹。天姥连天向天横,势拔五岳掩赤城。天台四万八千丈,对此欲倒东南倾。快3欲因之梦吴越,一夜飞度镜湖月。湖月照快3影,送快3至剡溪。"镜湖就是绍兴西南有名的鉴湖,剡溪便在嵊县境内,这条又名曹娥江的河流是嵊县的母亲河。


  

(tu1,shixiumingdaxueyinianjidatouzhao。wenneizhaopianchuzhumingsheyingzhewai,jieweibenwenzuozhetigong)

    xiumingdeyangziyinzhenglekuai3congxiquheshigezhongdelaideyinxiang,tagaobatingxiu,shikuai3sushe7gequanshu"nanmanzi"zhongdezuigaozhe,danyizhangzuiqueshiwunongruanyu,kaixuebujiubanlizaiyuanmingyuanjuxingdiyicibanhui,tahaichangleyiduanyueju: "kuai3jiayougexiaojiumei,congminglinglirenqinpei,miaolongxiufengchengnengshou,qinqishuhuajianjianhui。"yueqiangyuediao,mingyueqingfeng,shenshixiangpei。

快3    dangshiguozhengxihaimeiyoujinglihoulaideyigexibianchusangexueyuan(guojiguanxixueyuan、zhengfuyuxingzhengguanlixueyuan、xinwenchuanboxueyuan)de"kuayueshifazhan",quanxiyousangezhuanye: guozheng、gongyunhezhengzhixue,kuai3beifenzaigongyunzhuanye。zai80niandaizhongqidezhishifenweizhong,"gongchanzhuyi"ruruobushiyibei"wuminghua",yeyixiangdangbuzhaorendaijian。eryidanyuyigeyijing"wuminghua"demingzijieyuan,nideshenfenzhongsihubiankexialemouzhong"chiru"deyinji。dangdaizhongguodeshenfenqishipoweiweimiao,qieyishenrurichangshenghuoxijie,jishizhengzhizhengque,yebujinran。banli25weitongxue,daduolaizinongcunjiating,suirangaokaochengjibajian,danqueshaojiazhangbiyaode"zhilizhichi",liangyanyimohei,jiubei"yundong"jinlezheigeqiantubumingdezhuanye。gangyiruxue,yiweinvshengdaogebinanshengsushechuanmen,yiweitoushangdingzhe"mingrenzhihou"gaomaodenansheng,yanmushentong,yisheng"nimenjiushigongchanzhuyiyundongdexunzangpin"deduanhe,shuodezheiweinvshengdangchangyanmianerqi。jinxiaobujiu,duoshutongxueyemanman"mingbai"leguolai,biankaishichuitousangqi。kuai3zijigaoershidulezhangchengzhide《beifangdehe》,yixinxiangwangbeidakaogu,diyizhiyuanbianshikaogu,dangshiyebuzhidaodierzhiyuankeyibutian,suoyibianxunzhixia,dierzhuanyetianlelishixizhiwaiweiyiyigedaiyou"shi"zide"guojigongchanzhuyiyundongshi"zhuanye,zuihouyinshiliwenti,fenpeizhidierzhuanye,shuoqilaiyesuan"ziyuanrugou"。

快3    xiumingsihushikuai3suozhideweiyidezhuanyeziyuanzhe。tadushuzao,diyiniangaokaobulixiang,youfuduleyinian,diernianbiankaoshanglebeida,nianlingqueyuyingjietongxuexiangtong。fuduqijian,tashidumakesi,neishihou,makesi1844nian"balishougao"zhengzaibeireyi,yihualilun、rendaozhuyidemakesizhuyiyezhengsanfazhemirendelilunguangmang,xiumingdagaishishouzheixieguangmangdexiyin,lizhiyaozuo"zhongguodemakesi",erziyuanjinrugongyunzhuanyede。

    kuai3yigentajiechu,biantihuidaoletashenshangyouyizhongtebiedeqizhi。tagenkuai3shuoguo,gaozhongshimeidaokejian,tongxuemenbianxianghuxinao,taqueduanzuokezhuoqian,yirensuizheguangbo,renzhendizuoyanbaojiancao,zhouweitongxuequxiaota,taquerenweizheixietongxuehenkexiao。kuai3dangshibunengwanquanlijietadesuozuosuoxiang,yewufatiyan"suiqianwanrenwuwangyi"dexinjinghechujing,quemashangmingbaitashiyiweishensidulideren。danzaipubianhuaiyiqueyoubunengrenzhenzhiyi"gongchanzhuyi"defenweizhong,beidaketangyounengweiyiweihaoxue、minrui,yuanyiweigongchanzhuyijiejinsuosidexueshengtigongshenmeni?laoshizaiketangshangzhaolishizhaobenxuanke,xiongyalishijian、bulagezhichun、bolantuanjiegonghui、geerbaqiaofudeglasnostchengleremenke,"gongchanzhuyideqianti"(communism as a premise)quebeituidaoleyaoyuandebuzhichu。xiumingxianranbumanzuyuzheiyangdezhishihuanjing,neixieshimaode"yundong"youbunengweitadesikaohexinmuzhongde"gongchanzhuyiqianti"tigongshenmexindelilunciji。suoyi,ketangshangdezhuanyexuexitasihuyexingqubuda。kuai3buzhidaotazheigejieduandejutixiangfa,dankuai3zhuyidao,takandezuiduodehaishi《maenxuanji》,erduizhouweitongxue(baokuokuai3)zhuizhu"xinzhishi"he"xinlilun"dereqingbuyiweiran。

    作为文科生,北大的本科课业不重,老师们似乎还在追慕蔡元培校长"思想自由、兼容并包"的校训,对学生多所放任,课堂极少点名,所以,闲散者晃晃荡荡,课堂上很少见人影,却也很容易就"混"过了四年。不过这看似闲散的四年却也是热闹的四年,不说每学期都有的各种"学生运动",即便是为了赶各路讲座,也够学生们忙的。马克思主义理论学习之外,秀明几乎把剩余所有的时间和精力都用在了文学书籍的阅读和诗歌写作上。他很少体育锻炼和娱乐,也很少去听讲座,对瞻仰和拜会各路文学耆老和新星毫无兴趣,即便是读文学书,也不是广采博览,一本《草叶集》,可以读几个月。在喧闹的80年代后期的北大,快3都是悄无声息的边缘人,身外的喧腾,内心的波澜,似乎造就了一座座孤岛。身处北京,快3这些乡下孩子过着几乎与乡下没有差别的生活,寝室、教室、食堂,三点一线。乏味的课堂最终消磨掉了快3残存的求知欲,秀明整日窝在宿舍,抽烟、写诗,到点吃一毛五分钱的干烧肥肉。快3则除了宿舍酣睡之外,偶尔赶赶各种讲座的热闹,以便消磨时日。对于快3来说,故乡是遥远的,北京是遥远的,甚至北大也是遥远的。

           1986年元旦聚会

快3 (图2。1986年元旦聚会全班合照。摄影者: 不清。)

快3    zheishimanzhangde80niandai,weilaihuianbumingqieyaoyaowuqi,zhouweishiyexinbobo、zishishengaodetongxue,meiyourenkeyikuai3。meigerendoushiyizuogudao,xiaoyuanliliuxingdeshisatedemingyan: tarenjishidiyu!zheiyangderizichixubuzhang,jinru1986nianqiutian,xiumingbiankaishibiaoxianchulefanzaodeqingxu,taxianshisihuilezijideyixieshu,jieryourengdiaolezhentou,shaodiaoleruzi,yongjikuaizhuantoudianzhedangzhentou。youyicishenzhihaichaidiaolechuangpushangdehengdang,dasuilesushedeboli,zuozai314dechuangkuangshang,lianshangguazheguiyidelengxiao。danmeiyoumanma,meiyouzhenduirenhegerendebaoli。rucijitianxialai,sushelidetongxuerulindadi,zhongyuzuobuzhule,dajiayiheji,bianyoulekuai3jiyizhongdeweiyiyiciquansushedetongyixingdong: dajiaquzhaoxiban,xibanbujiejue"wenti",jiuquzhaoxiaoban。

快3    neishi11yuechudeyigeshangwu,shenqiudehanfengguozheluoye,yituantuan,xiangqugansisandeyangqun。kuai3zouzaitongxuequnzhong,changranruoshi,buzhisuoyi,queyoumuranqianxing。kuai3buzhidaozijizaizuoshenme,zhigandaoduiyushixiuminglaishuozheijiangshiyigezhongyaodeshike。eryuandaobeigongloudeluwanyanquzhe,zheishiyitiaozenyangdedaoluni?yiweitongxuezhudingjianglikuai3yuanqu,kuai3buzhidaotahuizaikuai3xinzhongliuxiashenme。

快3    jiuhuchehuxiaozhejiangxiumingdaiquleandingyiyuan。zheishitaruyuandediyici,qitaxijiedouyimohubuqing,zhijidezaijingelijian,jianyishengzhiqian,kuai3daitaqushangcesuo,tazhanzaixiaobianchiqian,quebujiekudai,jiangyipaoniaoquandousazailekuzili,erlianshangbingwurenhebiaoqing,lianguanchangdelengxiaodouyibujian。

    zaijiandaoxiumingsihuyishidierniandeqiutian,tajinglilezhuyuan,zaijia"xiuyang",youhuidaoxuexiaoshihou,renyibiandebaibaipangpang,quemunechihuan。shuhaishikeyikan,dangengbuaishuohua,dingzuozaisushe,chuleouershangke,jibenzubuchuhu。zheizhongzhuangkuangmeiyouweichiduojiu,daolezheiniandongtian,yiyuanbianzaiyicixiangxiumingzhaoshou。zheiyiciqudeshiyijiaweiyudongjiaodepianpidejingshenbingyiyuan,kuai3yijingbujidemingzi,zhijidetadesuozaidishicengjingde"zhong(guo)-gu(ba)youyirenmingongshe",xuexiaolilianxihaoleyiyuan,danyaoxueshengzijisongbingren。renwuluozailekuai3hedangshidebanzhangsuiweishenshang。suiweishibeijingren,jiaoweishuxibeijingdelukuang,dankuai3yidazaochufa,yiludating、daoche,daoyiyuanshiyijingshixiawusansidianle。zuozaisimiantoufengdegongjiaocheshang,kuai3hesuiweizuoyouhuwei,danzhouweichengkeduikuai3haishijingkongyuanbi,youyicixiuminghaishichadianjiangbitimozaizhouweichengkedekuzishang,nongdeneiweichengkedangshijiuduikuai3numuerchi,kejiandangshixiumingyishibingtaibilule。dankuai3qingchudijide,zaizoujinyiyuandating,kandaoshenchuanbaidaguadeyishengyuanyuanzoulaishi,xiumingturanbiandeanjingle,lianshangbuzhiheshiguamanleleizhu。yiludianbo,xiaoxinhuansi,kuai3dangshiyibushengqifan,yeshenxinxiumingrubingyishen。dankandaotajingkongdeleiyandeneiyike,kuai3queyouchedidihuaiyile: jibingyujiankang,jingshendeminglanghehuianzhijian,jiexianzainalini?sheishuodeqing?qinggaosukuai3!

    dongtiandejingjiaohanfengchegu,moshengdediming,morandemiankong,angzangdexiaocanguan,ruzhishenmoshengdediguo。xiumingjinlegelibingqu,congcichedigaobiele314,gaobiele85ji。diernianchuntiandeshihou,kuai3quyiyuankanta,yijiubaibaipangpang,lianshangjianhuoyoumunechidunqueyoucanlandexiaorong,queyichediwufagoutong,wentashenmeshi,jiandandajigeci,bianzaiwuzhiyanpianyu。zaidaoxiaxueqi,tabianshi86gongyunbande"xuesheng"le,bandaolexinanmenkaojinmalude43lou。duiyukuai3laishuo,neisihushilingwaiyigeshijie。ouerjiciqukanxiuming,quejingqidifaxian,taxianzaisushedeshangpu,yiweilaiziheilongjiang、zujizhejiangdeqingshoudeshidi,yeshi"jingshenbinghuanzhe"。qinshili6geren,liangwei"yichang"renshi,kuai3buzhidaotamenshizenmexiangchude?banzhurenchenyuguomeicidouxiaoxixide,xianggedananhai,tingshuojingtongsimenwaiyu,yahao"chensiguo",jicizaisusheliyudao,lvxiuzhanbei,yaohezheyaoyudajiabaishouwan。neishi,beidadekongqizhongyiyunyuzheyichujifadebaozaodeyinzi。kuai3yeyishigaonianjidebenkesheng,tongxuezhongjinyibufenhua,huo"gaosheng",huo"yinyi"。kuai3yekaishizhenzhengweizijijianglaidefanwandanyou,tingzhilemanwumudediluanfanshu,jiangyanguangtingliuzailewaiyushushang--jiranzhishiwufashirenandun,neijiuduoshijigeyangwen,zongkeyiweibujiudejianglaihukoubeiyong,zheishibierengaojie,yeshikuai3zijideduizijidechengnuo。xiumingshouzaimalubiandexinanmen,quansuozaizijiweizhideheianshijiezhong,shaorenguowen。

快3    89nianchuxiamenredeyitian,kuai3qutasushekanta,tafanchangdigenkuai3shuoleyixiehua,shuozuowanqulezhongnanhai,menkoudewujingjingranmeiyoulanta。shuowanlianshangyouluchuleguimidexiaorong。kuai3moranzhuanyan,kandaoletachuangpuceqiangshangzijishoushudeyifuzi: "wuyuwuqiu,wusuoweiju。"kuai3kanzhetayichangxingfendeshuangyan,xianrulezhangjiudechenmo。sushewaiyishiyigenahan、jijinhebiaoyandewutai,zhengridaizaisushelidexiumingshiduomedegudana,tahuiguineixindelujiujingyouduomanzhang!

    89niandeshengxia,kuai3biyelikailebeida,likailezheisuozhijin"meiyoulaoshidemuxiao"。xiumingcongcibianyaowuyinxin。

    zaiyicijianmian,yishiruxue30nianhoudejintian。

    2105年8月的最后一天,大学四位同班同学: 樊敏非、快3,柯永校、刘电文,自南,从北,一起汇聚史秀明的家乡浙江绍兴嵊县--如今已改称嵊州,去探望在剡湖街道敬老院中的史秀明。从外表上,此时的秀明已与一位江南老农民毫无二致。见到快3的那一刻,他从敬老院餐厅的一张凳子上站起来,给快3让座。手中拿着一张广告纸,还用那张纸在凳子的表面扇了扇,似乎想要拂去表面的灰尘,接着又用手抹了抹,有点不知所措。秀明给快3倒茶,快3喝茶聊天。秀明在边上似乎听着,却不发一言,问他话,回答的也只是只言片语。却总是一根接一根地吸烟,咧嘴笑时,露出了一嘴已被烟熏得漆黑的牙齿。

                史秀明

(图三,嵊州剡湖街道敬老院中的史秀明。)

    diertianzaoshang,kuai3qileyigedazao,gandaojinglaoyuan,daizhedoujiangyoutiao,genxiumingyiqichizaofan。chiwanzaofan,kuai3zhunbeigenxiumingyiqi,congtasuozaidefenghuogangjinglaoyuan,tubuzoudaotachushenghezhangdadexiabeishancun。xiumingzaiqianmiandailu,zhuanguoyigexiaoshanpo,shanshangzhibeimaosheng,chashu、huaguoshucengcengdiecui。zhuanguoyigewanlu,quefaxianqianmianzaixiulu,yiwufatongxing。kuai3dangshinamen,xiumingweishenmeyaojikuai3daizheitiaoluni?daidaohuiguotoulai,zoulingyitiaotianjianxiaoluwanzhuanerxing,kuai3caimingbai,xiumingqishiyaojikuai3daiyitiaojingsegengjiadeshanlu,rangkuai3tihuishanyinlushangdemeijing。

    tianjianxiaoluchuanxing,shanyinlushang,lvcaoruyin。yiluzoutiangeng,chuancunzhuang,congfenghuogangjinglaoyuandaoxiabeishancun,danxingyixiaoshi,xiumingdailu,jixingbuzhi。suojinggecun,quanfeirenxing,lurensihudourenshita。zheiwuliugonglidelu,shixiumingmeitianzuileyuzuodegongke。

    xiabeishancunbeishanmianshui,beihoudeshanlitingshuoyiwachulewenquan,cunzisuozaidezheiyipianbianbeiquanbuzhengshouhekaifaweilvyouqule,buyuanchudeshanli,yizaoqileyidongdonggaojibieshu。jinianyihou,zheilidemianmaoyexujiangdaweigaibian,kuai3buzhidaoxiumingdaoshihainengfouxiangxianzaizheiyang,shunlidizhaodaohuijiadelu。

    走在公路上,猛然抬头,头顶的广告像招幡一样飘荡,上面是房地产开发商的广告: "山阴路上,时光停留。"金钱是否能买到时光的驻足,快3不知道。但快3知道,秀明已永远地停留在了他的时间里,做了他故乡的守望者。"有快3所不乐意的在天堂里,快3不愿去;有快3所不乐意的在地狱里,快3不愿去;有快3所不乐意的在你们将来的黄金世界里,快3不愿去。"秀明终究是鲁迅的同乡啊!

           史秀明

(图四。走在通往下碑山村的田间小路上。摄影: 樊敏非)

    86nianchuntian,yingyuxishixiongxichuanxieguoyishoushi《qifeng》:

qifengyiqianshulinyipianjijing

qifengyiqianyangguangheyunying

快3rongyibeihulvefangfotamenmeiyou

cunzaidebiyao

qifengyiqianchuanguoshulinderen

shimeiyoujiyideren

yigedunshizhe

qifengyiqianshuobuzhun

shidongtiandefengguadegengxiong

haishixiatiandefengguadegengxiong

快3kuai3yousannianweidaoguoneipianshulin

快3kuai3zoudaoneilizaiqifengyihou

    zheishikuai3yuxiumingyiqiduguodeshi,dangshixiumingduishizhongtouchude"xiaoqingdiao"bingbuyiweiran。sanshinianhoudejintian,kuai3zaiyicitajintongyipianshulin,mianduiqifengyihouluoludetudi,kuai3xiangwenwenxiumingcishideganshou,dantatieyiyangdechenmoshikuai3wuyikaikou。kuai3wuyandizouxiangtajiuyifeiqidelaowu。

    85nianshangdaxue,89nianbiyegongzuo,2000nianzaizhongxindaobeidazhongwenxishangxue,duiyukuai3laishuo,duancu、xuannaode80niandai,manzhang、zhengzhade90niandai,sihushiyigebujianduande"taowang"deguocheng。taoliguxiang,taoliqinren;taolichuxin,taolicengjingdelixiang,yiludiukuiqijia,benxiangmangmangdeweizhi。xiumingzhongyuweinengtaochujicude80niandai,tapudaozaimanzhangde90niandaiderukou。tashikuai3gongtongde80niandaideshouhuzhe,rucixianglai,bayiqiedousuojinchenmozhongdeta,weichangyoubushizuichedide"taowangzhe"ni?

    二.快3要做梦想的孩子,快3愿做爱情的烈士

    xiumingshiyiweijimodeshiren。tadulewunianbeida,quezhongyumeiyouduwandaxueernianji,meiyoubiyezhengshu,shenzhimeiyouyiyezhengshu。tayubeidadeguanxi,shifeichangganjingde,tazaibeidazouguo,quemeiyouliuxiayisihenji,tadebeidayinxiang,zhicancunzaitongxuedejiyizhong。

    zaitayongyuanmaibuguodedaxuedinianjishenghuozhong,xieshishitazuidadeaihao。xiumingxieshidefangshibijiaosuiyi,xiangxiele,jiusuishouxiezaishenmedifang,yizhangzhishang,yigebenshang,huoshudebianbianjiaojiao。zai38lou314deshihou,kuai3zhidaotayoulianggezhuanmendeyingpiben,yongyuchaolutarenweizhongyaodexizuo。90nianxiuminglikaibeida,huixiabeishancunwunongyangbing。muqinbangtalianxilecunlidexiaoxue,tazaixuexiaolirendaikejiaoshi。xiumingzheijiniandeshenghuoxianzaiyiwucongjicha,muqinshiweiyidejianzhengren、kunandechengdanzhe,danxianzainianshiyigao,jibingchanshen,bubiandarao。meimeixiuyingdangshinianyou,buanjiashi。xianzaiyizhideshi,93nianchuntian,xiumingdejibingdaolekuangbaodegaochao,tashaohuilezijisuoyoudedongxi,daohuilejialidemenchuangjiaju,shenzhishanghailezijidejiaren。congcijianduanxingdiqiuyizhuyuan,zoushanglewuzhidejueduipinkunhejingshendehuianbumingzhijing。zheiciyuxiumingdemeimeilianxishanghou,tacongyiweilinjunvhai(xiumingcengjingdexuesheng?yihuocengjingdeaimuzhe?)chuzhaohuileyixiecangao。zheishi18gexiangyanqiaoheyizhangcongxiaobenshangsixialaidezhitiao,xiangyanqiaodebeimianxiemanlezi,tamenquanbuxieyu1992nian,yinggaishixiumingshangyouqingxingdechuangzuoyishidezuihoujieduandewenzi。wenzizhongbaokuoliangshoushi,sanzhanggangbihua,qitadoushiyixiesixiangxingdezhaji。

快3    youyubaoliuxialaidewenzitaishao,muqianyiwufajiluxiumingdewenzi。xianzaikandaodexiumingdecangaozhong,kuai3nengkandaoyigewanqiangdelinghunruhejijuqizijishengmingzhongcancundezuihoudeyidianqingxingyishi,duizhenggeshijiefaqifenlidechongji,xiangyigejijiangzoushangjitandeshengtu,xianchuzijidelinghun、shenti,fachuduimei、aihezhihuidebujiedeyongchang。

快3    tadeshijielimeiyouyisizazhi。

    shenchushanhebaoweizhongdexiaoshancun,jibing、pinqiongruyingxiangsui。xiangqinmencongshizhekuyibandetianjianlaozuo,richuerzuo,riluoerxi,quqishengzi,fanyanshengzhi。duiyuxiuminglaishuo,zheiqueshi"guanbuzhu"deshan,tadexinzaiyaoyuandegaoyuanchu。"zaizheiyinandeshangu,zhiyoushangdicaizhidaoai。buyaowangtanshengzhi、jiating、shangdi。"(men of wisdom。yixiayinwendouchuzishangshuxiezai18gexiangyanqiaozhongdecangao,buyiyizhuming,zhizhumingsuoyinpianmuzhiming--yinzhu)tasikao、xiangxiangheshejizhejueduidemei、shanhezhihui。zaiyipianmingwei《zhiji·shanliang·meimao》dezhajizhong,xiumingbiaomingletadekanfa:

xinyoulingxiyidiantong。shanliangdekunaoshizuijingxindongpo。shanliangdehelineiheshizhexuebentilundejibenyaosu,shigenzhiyuwuzhishijiedejingshenyangfen;shanliangshihuankuaideneiqing,shihexiedetongyi,shirenleishijiehepingyanjindeniudai。zhijideshanliangpaichulexiangdangrandewuhe。zhiyouzhijidechengshulaolian,zhiyouzhijidebianhuafazhan,zhiyouzhijideshidaikongjian。erzhijidemiuwujishanliangdailailegudu、yayiyijichouedebukedongyao。

快3lishidezhenshishijishanchengde、xinyangwanwu,shishanliangdefenfatuanjie,shichuangzaoleshanliang,shishanliangdechuangzao。meimaodechuangzaoshizhijideyonggan,yinci,meimaoyeshizhijidechouxiang。zhu、ketibufendaozhimingyibuzheng、shanliangdekunao、pindeyurenlundeyiwei。shanliangdeyundong,meimaocaihuizhijidishiyong,lishicaihuiheliheqingdixiangqianfazhan,rendemeimaocaihuiyoukuai3。

快3kexuedemei,meidekexue,zheishishanliangdekangzheng,yeshilishichelunyiyangdejiezou。suoyi,youzhijidemeimao,youmeimaodezhiji。danshi,wuzhideshijie、ren(lei)shehuidexianshibingmeiyoujiyushanliangyizhijiyumeimao。keguanshijie,meiyoumeimaodezhiji,yemeiyouzhijidemeimao。zhiyoushanliangdefendou,zhiyouzhihuidekangji,caishilishideshiming,shengmingdelishi。

zhiji、shanliang、meimao,zheishishangdideanpai,yeshiwulidezhenshi;shikexuedemei,shimeidekexue。

    风光霁月,善良、美貌、智慧齐备,这是怎样的一个"美丽新世界"?!但智慧、美貌、善良如影相随,缺一不可,因此,也许是为了保持美的统一性,秀明甚至还将这篇文章的作者署名为"海媚",似乎只有一位集美貌、善良、智慧于一身的海伦一样的女子才能写出这样的文字。

                

快3 (图五,史秀明残稿之一。)

快3    duiyumeiheaidesikaosihuzhuzailexiumingzheiyishiqidexiezuo。tabujinjiangmeiyuaitidaolebentidegaodu,erqiejiangqiguancheyuxianshideweiguanshenghuo,congerjujuelishi,jujuelishiduimeiyuaidemengchenhedianwu,yeyinci,tadexiezuozhongjianhuohuibaofachumouzhongminruidexianshigan。zailingyipianshuminglumei,tiwei《xinling·aiyi·meiren》dezhajizhong,taxiedao:

xinlixianshizhuyishiyouweiguanshenghuodedao。conggerenzaishejiaochanghedeshenghuoyongqidaochuangzaoshijiedechouxiangyishi,wubufanyingchuxinlingdereqingjiqingxi。chunjiedezhuangtai。fengyuedenghua,mingmeianmei,zaireqingbenfangdeshiribiaoxianlerendexiongcaidalve,sedanrutian。

minzuwenhuaqucongyusheideyizhishiyilishidechuangzaoxinghequnzhongshengchandejijixingzhilingdaorendeyizhi(yiwei"zhiyi"zhiwu--yinzhu)juedingde。guangmaodeyuzhou,aiyisilvbujiyushikongjiange。ermeirendeyangyuyuwenmingdexiaomieshidequanliyuaiqingchenglebenkuai3zhishangdechaokuai3quanli。aiqingshishenshengde,fangfazhichangshibuji(yiwei"jue"--yinzhu)yuer。erhou,danfangmiandejingjishishenshengdemeimingmienanxun。

cihui、jingyan、zhengcelunzhenglexinlixianshizhuyishiwenhuazailishishangdejueze,shiyingxiongpindedejinbu,shizhexueshidaidegengti,gainiandejiyinzhongzu。

meirenwangwangbogutongjin,laiyanmojian,quyanmozhui。ermeirenmenqiaqiashizhengzhijiadezibenhehouyuanzhimou。wulishijiandeyuanyoushimeirenshengminglideyuanquan,zheiyituicedebuwanshanxianshilezhengzhidezhigaowushang、shenmimobian。xiandaizhengzhipaokailewenhuadeyuanshimianmaoerjinrufuhaodeshiyijiaozhu。gudiandelunsangdailailerenxinghuadeyiqie。zheiyangjiuxianshiledexinyingshou、rongleipangtongdezhengkuaishijian。wenhuadegexingshirendexinlichengleyiti。quanlibunengjizhongshimeirenheyingxiongmianduidanengyuanxianshisuoganwubiaodaderenshengjingge。lishidedidishi: meiyoubisudugengkepadele。

    zheipianxiaowenxieyu1992nian。neinian,xinshiqide"lishijuren"zaizhongguonanhaidehaibin"hualeyigequan",zhongguoyoucimairulequanmianshichanghuadekuaichedao。yeshizaineiyinian,kuai3zaizhongyangbianyijuyejinrulefanyigongsi,shouruyouciyouleshibeidezengzhang。xiumingshenchushaoxingbianyuandeshanguli,kuai3buzhidaotaheyiganzhishidaizhuanxiangdejudasudu。"meiyoubisudugengkepadele。"zheijingxindongpodetuoguidejuexinfashengzaiyigebingrendeneixin,mianduishidaihuxiaoerqudesudu,meiyouquyanfushideyanxian,shenzhimeiyouyisidezhufu。

    qugesongyiwei"jingshenbingren"shikechide,yinweizheimianlinzhegesongzhebeishenkunan、wushibingtongdeweixian。kuai3dedaxueshidaizhengshifuluoyidedelilunzaixiaoyuankaishiliuxingdeshidai,beidaxinlixijushuoyeshiyibiantaixinlixueyanjiuzhucheng,danfuluoyidede"libiduo"、"qianyishi"chuleweirijianqiangshidegerenzhuyi,weijijianglailindewuyushidaizengjiayikuaikuaixinlidedianjiaoshiyiwai,sihubingmeiyoudailaishenmexindedongxi。kuai3duociyusuoweide"jingshenbingren"dajiaodao,biqigongyusuanji、shenwenzhounade"zhengchangren",kuai3ningyuanjiangkuai3dezanmeihezhufuxianji"jingshenbingren"demingan、shenkeheyongqi。

    美和爱像一对翅膀,让秀明飞升到了俯视众生的高度。在自己的王国中,他是仁慈又暴虐的国王,他像上帝一样体恤众生,泛爱万物,他又像暴君一样孤独易变,似耶稣钉上了十字架,似暴君万箭穿心,展露于众。



(图六。史秀明残稿之二。)

    jincundeliangshoushishixiumingrenci、fanaieryoubaoliedeneixindezuihouzhanshi:

yunwuliaoraozhihuayishang

meiguangzhilianpanjifu

dilvzhibajiaozhiheaisuiyue

reqingpiaomiao,aiqingnanyi

binranzhuixunwenwendejiyi

reqingyijiu,tongkuyiran

lanjiaozhiqiqie,qiqiezhihonghongzhangting

jiangshanyizhuan,renxingnanlao

fenfentaohuachunchaomo

zhonglinjiuzhidadipishengzhuang

haikuotiankongpinzhiyuan

快3shenxianqimiaodiyanhua(liangzibuqing)zhigongde

快3(《yuanmingyuanzhishishi》,1992nian)

zhangqidezhunbeilanshageren

youmoderangrenzhixi!

yonghengdefankangjingshencaixiangtaiyangzhishenguang

快3zhaoyaochunjinyiyangxinlingdegongdian!

kuai3meiyouaidechanmian

kuai3buyaoyinxingdeai!

jieluzuiguo!

renshengyongfan!

kuai3shixindeshamo

kuai3shijingdehaiyang!

kuai3shiquanyunengdeshangdi!

buyaoaidechanshi

buyaoaidejiaohui!

kuai3shitaiyangdehuashen

kuai3shijinqianyumeinvdefanban!

kuai3nengfeidaomeiyizuoxinlingdegongdian!

kuai3shiyonghengdelidao

kuai3shiaidenuoyan!

(《gedekehai·shanjiashengsong》)

    xiumingdeshigejueshaowenyiqiangdiao,yemeiyouxueyuanqixi。zai314shiqi,tajiuhenshaokantongshidairendezuopin,yebujiejiaosuoweide"shiyou"。zaikuai3kanlai,tadeshigehesikaodaduodeziyutiancheng。danzaidangdaishigedexuliezhong,kuai3haishixiangbaxiumingdeshigeguiruchabuduotongqixiaoyouhaizidezhenying。neishiyigetiancaidezhenying,shimengxiangpeiyudeguangmangsishedehaizi,tamencongpinkunzhongzoulai,beineixinchuangzaodechongdonghetongkuqugan,mianduiweilai,wusuoweiju。

kuai3yaozuoyuanfangdezhongchengdeerzi

hewuzhideduanzanqingren

快3hesuoyouyimengweimadeshirenyiyang

快3kuai3budebuhelieshihexiaochouzouzaitongyidaolushang

快3wanrenjianghuoximie kuai3yirendujiangcihuogaogaojuqi

cihuoweida kaihualuoyingyushenshengdezuguo

快3hesuoyouyimengweimadeshirenyiyang

快3kuai3jicihuodeduyishengdemangmangheiye

《yimengweima》

    haizizheishouxieyu1986niandeshiyeshixiumingbishijingkuangdexiezhao。kuai3buzhidaozai89nianhaizizishahoudeshige"zaoshenyundong"zhong,xiumingshifoududaoguohaizideshi,danjiuqizhihezhuiqiueryan,tamenshixiangtongde,zaitongwangmengxiangdekulvzhong,tamenshiyiwufangudetongxingzhe。

    zhuanguoshanluhehewan,shiyipiankaikuodi,xiabeishancunzuoyongzheipianfeiwodetudi,yingjiezheyuanfangdefangke。zheishixiumingdejiaxiang。zoujinxiabeishancundeneiyike,kuai3xiangdaoleyueju《liangshanboyuzhuyingtai》dekaitou: "shangyuxian,zhujiazhuang,yushuihebin,youyigezhuyingtai,xiulicongming。"shengzhoushiyuejudefaxiangdi,xiumingdefumuxiangbishiyuejudeaihaozhe,tamenjixiumingqileyigexianglaizixicidemingzi,erxiumingqirenyehaoxiangshicongxizhongzoulaiyiban,yushulinfeng、chunjingshuangli,qieshenqingkuankuan、zhizherelie。yuejushiaiqingdegeyongzhe,zhongguowenxuezhongzhumingdeaiqinglieshizhuyingtaiheliangshanbojiuchuziyushaoxingzheipianduoqingdetudi。

    xiumingshiaiqingdexinyangzhe。dantadeaiqingtuosu、chouxiang,jihuyujutideduixiangwuguan。daxueruxuebujiu,xiumingxihuanshangleyiweinvsheng,xieshishiai,danbingmeiyoudedaohuiying。kuai3buqingchuzheijianshizaixiumingdexinlichanshenglezenyangdeyingxiang,dankuai3cengkandaoguoxiangxiangzhongdeaiqing"jianglin"daotashenshangshideyangzi。neiyici,tajielexinyinvshengdezixingche,qichehuidaosushe,xingfenyichang,dangjifushiyishou《qizhenixinaidexiaoche》,shideneirongyijibuqingle,zhijidexiedehanchanglinli,yichangdichongmanrenjianzhiqi。kaitouliangju: "kuai3qizainixinaidexiaocheshang,yangguangpumian,xingfuyiman......"zhikexizheishixiangxiangzhongdeduanzandexingfu。"xingfu"zhongyushixiumingcidianzhongnanyixundaodecihui。

    neiduanshijian,kuai3youyicicengjiebanyeyouyuanmingyuan。zaixingkongzhaoyaoxiadedashuifafeixushang,xiuminggaosukuai3,tadelixiangshichengweimakesi,xiangmakesineiyangweiquanrenleideweilaisikao。makesihuiweiyannixieqingshi,danjueduibuhuiweicihutianqiangdi、xunsimihuo。meishijueduidecunzai,"qingbaliangxinzaozaodichumaijizhenzhengdenvren",danbuyaoquzhanjubierendeyishi,yaojirenziyou。

快3    xingkonglangyue,kuai3sihunengzhuomodaoxiumingxiangxiangzhongdemeiren,danyoumomohuhu,wufabiaoda。jiangjin30nianhou,kuai3kandaolexiumingdeyiduanwenzi,sihulingyousuowu,xiumingzaizheigezongbiaotiwei《yingxiongguo》dezhajidedierduanxiedao:

simeinanrenxiangtaiyang,congtongkudeheiyeyueshengzaigaogaodeshandingzhishang。huanleshikuangrenshaoliaozhedehuozhiwudao。rendeliliang,xingdedongli,pengzhuangdequanli。a!duomemeili,duomeqingxinderenlei,duomemeihaodeshiguanga!tinga,canliudehanyeshengchulejinmeiderenqing,shengchulexindeguangming。wanwudoudaizhexiyuedebiaoqingyoulezhuandongdesisuo,zailishideyanxuchupiaosalingxiu。hechuan,daolu,zuji,chenglushengminghengxindexuanlv。rizichaohuxiangxiangdijikuai3buduandizengtianzhiqiyumeiyi。

快3    zaizheiduanwenzideshangfang,xiumingxiele"yijiubawunianshiyue"zheiyangyigeshijianbiaoshi。yinweikeyikending,xiumingxiancundezheixiewenzidouxieyu1992niannei,tabiaoshizheiyangyigeshijian,yexushixiangbiaoshizheishitazhailudexieyu1985nian10yuedeyiduanwenzi,dangengkenengdi,zheishiweilebiaomingta1985nianruxiaobujiuzhihoudeyizhongxinjing。zheishitaqingdouchukaidejijie,duimeidekewangrucikegumingxin,danzheige"simei"denanrencongyikaishijiuxiang《kuailedezhishi》zhongdenicaiyiyang,rurizhisheng,rurizhiluo,relie、gudu,ranshaodaijin。

快3    xiumingdeaishichouxiangde,yezhudingbutatongxiangxianbeiliang、zhudehouchen,jiandingerjuewang,chengweiaiqingdelieshi。

快3    yueju《liangzhu》zuihouyichang,yingtaifushanbofenqiandiaoxiaokuling,zhiweihaotao: "yijianliangxionghunpoxiao,buyoukuai3yingtaikuhaotao。loutaiyibiechengyongjue,renshiwuyuantongdaolao。liangxionga!kuai3yiweitiancongrenyuanchengjiaou,sheizhixiaoyinyuanbushangmingbubiao;shizhiwangniwanyuelaomeilaizuo,sheizhixiaoxiqueweijiaowuyajiao;shizhiwangshengxiaoguandilaiyingqu,sheizhixiaoweidaoyinhejiuduanqueqiao;shizhiwangdahonghuajiaodaonijia,sheizhixiaobaiyisufulaidiaoxiao。"kuai3zhidao,zheizhongchongmanminjianlunliherenjiankuailedeqingdiaoshixiumingsuobuleyuzhuiqiude,tadeaiqingxiangxiangchouxiangjizhi,dujuerenjianyanhuo,wuguanshehuigouzao,shenzhirenleifanyan,neishijuewangderendekuailedebeige。danyingtaizuihouweiaibuxifusidejuexinqueshixiumingsuonengrentongde: "liangxionga!kuai3jiaoliangxiongxiongbuying,yingtaihaobijianchuanxin。niduochouduohenchengqiangu,kuai3xingdanyingzhiheyisheng!kuai3yunihaishishanmengshengqianding,dilaotianhuangyongbufen。"zheishiaiqinglieshideluoji,juejue,juewang,taguanzhuzaixiumingdexueyezhong,zhishirenjiankuailedeshuiqiqueyizhengfa。

    三.Vogelfrei,放飞的自由鸟

    2015nian8yuedezuihouyitian,shengzhouyanhujiedaojinglaoyuanzuinianqingde"yanglaozhe"shixiumingjiedaolekuai3daibiaotongxuesongqudeyitiaozhonghuaxiangyan,tadangjidakaixiangyan,yizhijieyizhidixiqilai。xiangyanyishitabukehuoquede"liangshi",manzhangsuiyuezhongzuizhongshidebanlv。linzouqian,kuai3gensuitazoujinletajishendefangjian,tadepuweikaojinchuangbian。chuangpujingguozhengli,beiruyeyizhedie,biqitongwubulvpanshandemaodielaoren,zhengjiehenduo。chuangtouchuangkuangshang,guazhexihaodeneiku,sihujiushisanshinianqianyongguodetongyikuanshi。xiuminglakaichuangtoujudechouti,choutiliganganjingjing,kongwuyiwu,tabaneitiaozhenguidexiangyanfangjinlechouti。

    告别之际,快3在敬老院的院子里合照。秀明不知何时已将体恤衫的扣子整齐地扣好,他挺直腰杆,影像定格的一瞬,脸上露出了难得的笑容。



(图七。入学三十年后,史秀明与前去敬老院看望的同学合影。)

快3    huidaobinguan,tongxingdetongxuezhishouxixu。minfeiyanhanrelei,buzhugantan: "tashenmedoumeiyou,shenmedoumeiyou。nikantadechouti......"yongxiaoyebuzhuyaotou: "shenmedoumeiyou,meiyoujiating,meiyounvren,meiyouhaizi......"zhangjiudechenmo。kuai3zheixienongjiazidi,rujindesuoweizhongnian"shehuizhongjian",mianduishenbiandejueduipinkun,yishishouzuwucuo。

    xiumingyouniansangfu,tingshuoshengfushangshankanfashisiyushanshangdegunmu。muqindaizhetahegegegaijia,youshengxialemeimeihedidi。jifushiyiweilaoshihoudaodenongmin,bujinfuyangtamenxiongdijiemeisigechengren,haigongyangtashangledaxue。zheishiyigeyuanbenqingpinquerengxingfudejiating,danxiumingdeshengbingquekaiqilekunandezhamen。xiumingshengbinghuixianghou,gegequshanghaidagong,jiuzaijiangyaochengjia,jingkuangyousuogaiguanzhiji,quebuxinglibing,koutuxianxue,baobingerwang。jifubukanjiezhongerzhidedaji,93nian,yejixiumingshentichedibengkuihoubujiu,yangyaozijin。yigepinqiongquewanqiangdejiating,zicifenbenglixi。xiumingyechengweileyoudangzaixiangcunzhongrenrencemude"dianzi",fengcanlusu,wanrenchixiaoqueyouchixiaowanren。houlaitongmuyifudemeimeiduwanleshifan,huixiangrenjiao,yigejiatingcaiyouzhongxinhuiju。xiumingyezai5nianqianzhujinlejinglaoyuan。

    xiuminghuixiang25nian,yizhijujuexiangyiweiputongdenongminyiyangcongshitianjianlaozuo。kanqilai,tayejujueyurenkuai3,meiyouzhenzhengdepengyou。taweihezuocixuanze,yuanyinzhijinbuming。

    xiumingshiyuanchuyiyishangdemakesizhuyidexinyangzhe。makesijiangjueduipinkunyiyishangdewuchanzhechengweivoglefrei(xiangniaoyiyangziyouderen)。engesizai《lunzhuzhaiwenti》zhongyouwanzhenglunshu,tarenwei,zhengshixiandaidagongyebaxianqianbeishufuzaitudishangdegongrenbianchengleyigewanquanmeiyoucaichan、baituoleyiqielilaidejiasuo,congerbeizhiyufawaidewuchanzhe,jivogelfrei。yejiushishuo,zaichuyuyuanshijileidexiandaixingdekaishijieduan,wuchanzhehuodeleliangcijiefang: diyici,tabeicongzhurendecaichanzhixiajiefanglechulai(jicongnulidezhuangtaixiajiefanglechulai);dierci,tacongshengchangongjuxia"jiefang"lechulai,yutudifenli,chulezijidelaodongliwai,wusuochumai。maendezheiyishuofabeidangdaihouxiandaizhuyizuoyijieleguolai,naigelihehatezai《diguo》zhong,jiangyizhongfeidifangxingde"gongtongzhiming"guiruqiongrenmingxia,yinerrenwei,qiongrendemingziyinggaiyuyizhongshenghuo,yizhongjiefangledeshenghuoheyizhongjiefangledeshengchanlianxizaileyiqi。yeyouci,tamenjiang50niandaizaoqiweituoliao·de·xika(vittorio de sica) hesaisaer·zhawadini(cesare zavattini)zaidianying《milanqiji》(miracle in milan)dejieweizhong,rangqiongrenqizhesaozhoutengkongliqudeqingjing,jieshiweiyizhongshehuizhuyixianshizhuyidebiaoda。

快3    xiumingzaiyipianmingwei《shehuizhuyi,dadazhuyi,xiangzhengzhuyi》deduanzhazhong,ganghaoduizheiyiwentiyouguosikao。taxiedao: "xianshizhuyimianlinjingzhidehuifu。shikuai3fangqileshouhuoguodetudi。""dadazhuyi、xiangzhengzhuyishimianduileshehuilishizaimouxiexiaohuanjingdehuangmiuerchanshengchulaidexiwangyuyuwangdeniuqubiaoxian。zhiyaonengbiaoda,zhiyaonengchongpolongluo,zhiyaonengnuli,jiuhuiqudapoheianyinzhadelaojian。""dadazhuyi、xiangzhengzhuyishirenxingdezengzhangjianshi,shishehuilixiangdefenfaxiangshang,shishenghuojilvdejijichuangzao。shehuizhuyijiuxuyaodadazhuyi、xiangzhengzhuyideziyouminzhuyishi,xuyaodadazhuyi、xiangzhengzhuyidelixianglixingpinzhi。"kuai3xiangxin,ruguojintianxiuminghainengqingxingdisikaohebiaoda,tahuirentongcongmaendaonaigelihehatedezheiyilunshude。

    zaizheiyangyipianwenzhangzhongtaolunlilunwentishibuheshiyide,zheili,kuai3zhinengnachuyigejiandandejielun: xiumingshuyujueduiyiyishangdepinqiongzhe,shuyutachushengdeneipiantudishangdedaduoshu。tayiwusuoyou,dantashineipiantudideshouwangzhe。zairuxue30nianhoudejintian,kuai3douyi"geguiqiwei",guoshangleyishiwuyoude"timianshenghuo",dan"renshengerwubuzaijiasuozhong",sheishimakesiyiyishangde"fangfeideziyouniao"?kuai3wufahuida。

    zaijiangwendedianying《yangguangcanlanderizi》kaixuanshidejieweizhong,maxiaojunyutaneibangcengjingwufawutiandehuobanmenjiachengyiliangjuxingchangpengkaidilake,yingzhechaoyang,guaiguojiexinhuayuan,chuanguomigongbandelijiaoqiao,xuxuxingjinzaixinjinpuchengdeyingjie"xinshiji"dedadaoshang。zheishizai90niandaidekaiduan。zaikuai3kanlai,zheigekuazhangdejieweiyouruyigehuanyoujurenzhengdeqingniandefeidadeshouzhang,zhangyangzaiyigekuangzao、jingzhuangdeqingchundequtishang,neimeciyan,neimebuxiediao。tayimouzhong"jingshenfenliezheng"shideshenhuabandejieju,yushizhemaxiaojunmenzuizhonggaobielezijidejingshenjiayuan--"zaikuai3sanshisuiyihou,kuai3guoshangleqingxinyijiudetimianshenghuo......""rutongshuibianchengpijiuzuihouyoubianchenglecu"(wangshuo《dongwuxiongmeng》),yilianmimangdeshaonianmaxiaojun(xiayu)"jinhua"chenglezhimanyidedezhongnianjiangwen。zaikaigebandeqichelabashengzhong,zheibanxiride"zhanyou",rujinde"chenggongrenshi"huanhuzhexiangwangxidejingshenjiayuanhuhuan: "oulunba!"tamendengdaizheneishengshuxidehuida: "gulunmu"。tamencengjingwushucidicongzheizhonghaowuyiyiqueshiyishibande,zhiyoutamenzijinengtihuiqizhongyiweide"qiekou"zhonghuodeguomanzuhekuaile。raner,neiweicengjingfengyuwuzudishouhuzhetamendejiayuan,zhushouzaidayuanmenkoude"shazi",neiweixiangqizhoudetianshiyibanshouhutamenjingshenlingdidewuyandeshouhushen,tafuhaoyibandekuaxiademugunbujianle,lanlvdeyishanhuanchenglebiejiaodexizhuang,tayiyisheng"shabi!"chedixuanpanlemaxiaojunmenyuguoqudeduanlie。zheisheng"shabi"keyishiduitamenguoqushenghuodefouding,yekeyishiduitamenrujinshenghuodebiqi,gengkeyishiduitamenyizheiyangdefangshilianjieguoquyuxianzaishenghuodemenghe。zaizheiyishengliantouyebuhuide"shabi"shengzhong,《yangguangcanlanderizi》jiaranerzhi,maxiaojunmenzouxianglekongdongdeheian。

    chengshizhongqianfuzhewushudemimi。

    huichengdehuocheshang,gaotieyifeiyibandesuduxiangbeijichi。kuai3xianrulechenchendehunshui,xinquesihuzaibumingdehundunzhongfeixiang。

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    xiuming,"oulunba!"......

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